Today is my 19th birthday! 19 years ago you helped me entre this world. I can honestly say its not the same without you. i shouldnt be celebrating without you. i have felt you with me all day but its so hard not being able to cuddle you. Today mum got me my very own cladder ring the exact same as yours but in white gold! it honestly took my breath away. i feel one step closer too you now and not to mention i can pass it along to my own family one day and have my very own tradition. i cant wait for the day i get t pass it down to my own daughter and tell her the story on where it came from. i miss you more and more as the days go on. i know your always with me, you send me little signs and i can feel when your around. i really hope you had a cocktail with us before. i will forever miss you. you will always be with your little Molly Anne. i hope this message reaches you up in heaven. i love you to heaven and back. xxxx