Today is just a normal day, not a special event or an anniversary yet all of a sudden, once again I find life unbearable without you. I wonder how I managed to live without you so long. I wonder how I can manage another day without you by my side….. It breaks my heart to think of all the things you are missing, all the grandchildren and your great grandson who just don’t know how wonderful it is you in our lives. It really does break my heart Mum. I hope we are all making you proud, and I know that you are with us every single day. But I would give anything and everything to have you here with us. I love and miss you with all my heart. RIP to the brightest star in the Sky xxxxxx