You have been on my mind so much today Mum. Your first born great-grandson, our beautiful Ainsley-James turned 4 and it breaks my heart that he never got to meet you! As we sat celebrating his birthday, I looked around the table to see so many people with their Mum, so many generations there to celebrate our special boys birthday…. but you were taken too soon to be able to enjoy this opportunity, and it breaks my heart. I would give anything for your grand children’s and great-grand children to be able to spend some time with you! But it wasn’t meant to be, so until we meet again, I will do all that I can to make you proud, and to make sure that our gorgeous little family remember you always. I love you Mum, I can only hope that you know exactly how special you are to me xxxxx

On this day 19 years ago you were by my side for every single second. I will never forget the look on your face when you welcomed our beautiful Molly into the world. This day is just as much yours as it is mine…… I love and miss you Mum xxxxxx

I miss you every day. Some days I live to make you proud, and others I don’t know how to live without you. Today is one of the days when I don’t know how to live without you, in fact I don’t think I have ever missed you more. I love you Mum xxxx