Nan, I know I've done bad bit I'm sorry for what I've done. I've let you down so much! I understand that you might not forgive me but please, I'm really really sorry! I've got that feeling inside me where I just want to curl up in a ball and die:( I miss you so so much nan you don't understand. I want you, I need you I've been through too much nanny and I'm not sure that I can cope anymore. I love you millions and millions angel, never forget that I love you and miss you more and more as each day goes by. Love you loads angel sweet dreams my baby see you very soon:(👼💔💌🌙⭐️